Wake up..

she is really changed.. juz bcos i'm not bside her... when she happy, i'm her bf.. when she is unhappy.. i'm nothing... really.. the feel sticking with me.. strongly. " i'm giving u chance" "i dont't see guy nvr ml with a naked gal" sorry i don't trust u. it's really hurt. i still can last how long?? i also duno.. i been being emotional.. like a gal. i'm feeling shame... i tot nvr give up would be good for us... now.. i have seen i'm changing... i feel suffering... friend and family is more near u.. i'm not important to u any more. cos i'm not beside u...

My heart.

i'm not used to it. seem like your life start busy. seem like careless about me. actually everyday i also waiting for u to webcam. but u want help ur mother la... then yam cha with fren la. i feel very piss off and dissapointed. yea.. do what u wan to do.. that's is me is think for u. at the same time.. did u think about me? i miss u a lot alot alot. but the situation wasn't like urself who i really like. last time u will put down everything then talk to me.. now not any more. i really hate myself. being weak... i really can't stand myself being weak.... i really stupid...a stupid guy.

Stronger.

I'm happy that i become stronger than myself in history. because what u did that i can see this world clearly. although step is scary, but now me.. will avoid any more. will not scare for losing any thing any more.

Realisation.

When one element of your life change already. all the definition of your will be changing at the same time. after today, i know that you have already change. Couple Love seem like meaningless toward to me. because one side stand strong, another also stand strong, there will be no result in the end. i feel obviously our love is not that sweet any more (i assume, i hope it's wrong.) The argument is just a art, if how u know well language, sure u will win all the way. that's why i got nothing to say, i know language not well. If the argument can solve problem, it would be good. if the argument is because winning the feel. the love is childish. after growing sometime, i started agree what my father say. up to now, the most love me in this world, still, my father. i love u baba.