Wake up..

she is really changed.. juz bcos i'm not bside her... when she happy, i'm her bf.. when she is unhappy.. i'm nothing... really.. the feel sticking with me.. strongly. " i'm giving u chance" "i dont't see guy nvr ml with a naked gal" sorry i don't trust u. it's really hurt. i still can last how long?? i also duno.. i been being emotional.. like a gal. i'm feeling shame... i tot nvr give up would be good for us... now.. i have seen i'm changing... i feel suffering... friend and family is more near u.. i'm not important to u any more. cos i'm not beside u...

My heart.

i'm not used to it. seem like your life start busy. seem like careless about me. actually everyday i also waiting for u to webcam. but u want help ur mother la... then yam cha with fren la. i feel very piss off and dissapointed. yea.. do what u wan to do.. that's is me is think for u. at the same time.. did u think about me? i miss u a lot alot alot. but the situation wasn't like urself who i really like. last time u will put down everything then talk to me.. now not any more. i really hate myself. being weak... i really can't stand myself being weak.... i really stupid...a stupid guy.

Stronger.

I'm happy that i become stronger than myself in history. because what u did that i can see this world clearly. although step is scary, but now me.. will avoid any more. will not scare for losing any thing any more.

Realisation.

When one element of your life change already. all the definition of your will be changing at the same time. after today, i know that you have already change. Couple Love seem like meaningless toward to me. because one side stand strong, another also stand strong, there will be no result in the end. i feel obviously our love is not that sweet any more (i assume, i hope it's wrong.) The argument is just a art, if how u know well language, sure u will win all the way. that's why i got nothing to say, i know language not well. If the argument can solve problem, it would be good. if the argument is because winning the feel. the love is childish. after growing sometime, i started agree what my father say. up to now, the most love me in this world, still, my father. i love u baba.

重要的决定！！

今天是6月24日2：30 am，我作了一个重大的决定。！！

我本来想好好享受我人生读书生活最后读书假期。

我提早结束我人生读书生活最后读书假期。

我将会挑战我自己。。。无论任何方面。。。

我终于看清了，我终于明白了。

爱情如何相处？？

远古以来中国有一套理论：阴阳理论。

阴阳终是一对的。也是现代的男女，他们各称各方是另外一半。

就好象一科心型形，如果没有了另外一半就不成型了。

一段关系，一切的发生都是相对的。

当你的情人生气了，你得想瓣法来平和它（情绪）。

当你的情人伤心了，你得想瓣法来安抚它。

当你的情人硬了，那你就要软下来。

当你的情人软了，那你就要硬起来。

一段关系要有甜，酸，苦，和辣。这样就过得很精彩～！

有时要去疼他，有时要kacao他。不过玩得太过火～～！！

达到平和了，关系就可以继续走下去。

当然！！！ 心中一定要有爱！！！不然怎样爱他人呢？？

知识 vs 智慧

知识就是你所知道的东西

打个比如说， 一，二，三，加，减，乘，除 。 大家都懂，也 就是知识

而智慧呢。。。 就是你已经懂了如何去运用

就好象一 加一等于二。。。

hehehe...其实，我想说的是人生就是在玩这种游戏。。。

你知道了知识，你还得把它变成你的智慧。。。

为的是去面对各种各的难关。。。

可是要把知识变成智慧是一个很大考验。。。

因为大部份的人都有拖拉的习惯。。。要不然就是定力不够。。。

拖拉其实是个温揉杀手。。。它抹杀了人最宝贵的。。。时间！！！

你要拖拉成为你的主人，还是你成为你自己主人？？？